Monday, June 8, 2009 @ 3:06 PM
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Have u ever felt like u r so stressed out that ya body just cannot take it anymore ...
Cos here what happened to me .. I studied until late 3 a.m ... woke up at 10 a.m ( God bless my mom , she already got me some croissant for breakfast ) got ready ... and yes I did not have the time for my coffee ( I knew that will cost me a lot ) ... and just hurried to catch the bus ... I was having classes from 11 to 17 pm ...
And suddenly my whole body collapsed , just crushed ... I cannot get it right ... I had my pain killers , had my coffee ( 2 big cups at once ) , had some decent lunch at home , had chocolate , got in the shower ... nothing helps .... NOTHING
At one moment I just thought to myself ..ok that is it ... this is where u die , cos my head started to be heavy ( lol =.= ) like I could feel my brain and I was in complete black out ...
I dont deserve this ... I dont deserve all this pain ...